/// It’s Over;
I’m finally free. Do I miss you? Yes. Do I wish things were different? Yes. Will they ever change? No.
Why can’t it just work out for once.
I miss you but you’re being shitty. You took me off your Facebook profile because you know I hate that and made a public post about needing a new phone background. The previous one of course was me.
I’m just going to wait till this stops.
I don’t know if I even want to be here anymore. There’s no way that you can change. I’m pretty sure you are too childish and self absorbed to. It’ll never work will it?
I miss you but I still feel shitty. I want things to be better but I don’t even know if that’s possible. I need your respect if we are going to get any farther.
I want us to be OK
I’m so scared that we can’t be.
I tried to get your ring resized today so it could be the right size for my ring finger rather than my pointer.
/// Valentine’s Day;
Surprise flowers, sex, chocolates, dinner, sex, cuddles, sex, jewerly, oh and did I mention sex?
I’ve never felt more loved by anyone in my life. Safe to say I want to spend the rest of my life with this one.
Also the ring he gave me, holy crap. Smokey quartz is my favorite and of course it’s the center stone.
Love love love.